G R A T I T U D E .

I have a lot to share. A lot of experiences, valuable lessons, connections to many wise sages, gurus, modern day philosophers and just epic, magical souls who have shared much wisdom. At times I may think of myself as a writer, philosopher, or perhaps just an instrument being used to channel messages from Great Spirit. Regardless of where it comes from, I feel the call to share these divine teachings, methods and rituals. Take what you can, or receive what resonates with you. Please come without judgement, and be intentional about exchanging the same frequency of energy that you felt upon your arrival  here. =) 

I have also found transformational healing in the sacred bond of sisterhood and community of women, which for most of my life I truly never thought could even exist. The sisterhood and community of womanhood has more than changed my life, and me. It's beyond transformational. Sisterhood is absolutely everything. And it is my mission to bring the opportunity to more women around the world to connect with this sacred bond and women who are kind, supportive, safe, and up-lifting. Who love you unconditionally. Who provide a secure and intentional container for you to heal and come home to yourself. Who lovingly guide you and call you higher in the moments when you aren't giving yourself the care you deserve. Who help you manifest your wildest DREAMS!

I have found great purpose in creating a container for women to gather and Reach Higher Realms of Conschiousness, together. We will hold events, retreats and ceremonies with the intention of connecting with our sisters through the sacred bond of womanhood. You can find more information on our Offerings page.

I have achieved a blissful state of existence that I never thought possible in this life. I have manifested things I never dreamed could be mine. It's been a wild ride. Is there always still work to do? Abso-fucking-lutely! But I truly feel like I have come home to myself. I innerstand my purpose. All I want is to help others to achieve such a state of being. Help others come home to themselves, step into their power and walk the path their soul is truly meant for... 

If sharing a piece of my own journey inspires or catapults another soul's journey of self actualization... then it's beyond worth it. Plus, it's an absolute joy for me along the way =) 

I am a double Capricorn (sun and moon), Sacral Manifesting Generator in Human Design. If you aren't familiar, don't worry, I'll be doing some blog posts on all of that! 

I spent many years of my life in a state of victimhood... which of course resulted in existing in a state of anxiety, frustration, stress, self-doubt, lack, and so on... you get the picture. I had physical effects of my miserable existence. I was underweight, and things like chronic skin issues and breakouts, canker sores, insomnia were just a few things that I actually started to ACCEPT as normal in my life. I would come home from work and drink wine almost every night just to numb myself from how unhappy I knew I was deep down. 

And those were JUST the physical affects! Beyond that, I was also attracting conflict into my reality in almost every day -- drama at work -- drama with my family -- drama in my relationship. I was struggling financially. I had a shitty car shitty clothes, shitty house. I was just vibrating so low, that everything in my field was negative. Literally EVERYTHING in my life reflected EXACTLY how I felt on the inside. 

YEAH. ENERGY IS REAL. 

And like attracts like. So when things are out of alignment with your soul... with your true being... everything will fall out of alignment like a domino effect. 

I of course hit a rock bottom. It was VERY dark and VERY scary. I finally chose to seek professional help via therapy.... and to my utter dismay, every single therapist suggested I go on prescription medication within the first 10 minutes of meeting me and having a first conversation. I would immediately walk out as soon as pharmaceuticals were mentioned. I knew I didn't need drugs. I just needed a SAFE container to express my humanism! My fears. My frustrations. My triggers. But of course, the world of western medicine isn't equipped to create compassionate human-to-human connections. To embrace vulnerability. Nope - when something's "wrong" with you, you need a drug to "fix it." It couldn't POSSIBLY be that these things happen to every human, and we are all the same, and we can just be here to support one another as family when that happens, without judgement. 

After the third unsuccessful attempt to connect with a therapist, I left that day and made the choice then and there, that I would heal myself. And I knew deep down that I could. I am not even sure where that knowledge came from... perhaps that was the time that my intuition finally just tapped in and became so loud that I listened. 

And I listened. 

I began doing yoga. Every single day - forced myself to go outside for one hour a day and just get on my mat. I had NO idea what I was doing. I just got on my mat and started connecting with my breath and moving my body. And MAN - did it change me. 

It SAVED me. That's the beginning of the story of my new beginning. 

.... and the rest, to be continued as I share with you all in this container - as we all begin to Reach Higher Realms. 

My purpose in this life is to help others find healing. This I know. There are many modalities I feel are very powerful, and each individual will resonate with different tools, practices and ways of healing differently. Some may not resonate with any of my offerings, and others may find them as impactful as I have. I honor all of it and everyone's process. The simple fact that you arrived here, and you are seeking - is so powerful, and your intention lifts and impacts the entire collective. 

In my integration section I will share many self practices, rituals, tools, modalities and products that are imperative for me in my journey. Take what you resonate with and leave the rest. In no way am I saying that my way is the way... but if others may find these things helpful as I have, that is my soul purpose for sharing. If any of you do find these things helpful, or if you care to share your experience with any thing that is shared here, I would be honored to receive your messages and comments! 

Some things that I'm very passionate about that you can expect me to share: 

- The Sacred Bond of Sisterhood + Retreats + Events 

- Holistic health and wellness

- How to process and heal from trauma

- Connecting to your soul purpose

- Realizing your own divine power!

- Ancient wisdom & healing practices of indigenous people

- Honoring our Mother Earth

- Developing deep self worth

- Freeing yourself from fears

- Loving unconditionally 

- Achieving a true state of blissful being